wtffff school tomorrow

FORMSPRING ME :)


the grammys are on, but i don't wanna watch. i could care less right now. it's amazing how your preference of television viewing changes as you get older...im still debating on whether to pull the plug on private practice/grey's..but that's probably a nono.. dsfklf;bdng;legmlvs;,bbvfsarkm;l

ugh whatever. goodnight

today was so random

once again. snow sharted on my plans. i was supposed to be with my dear blair...gsklg;db i miss her so much ♥

so i stayed on the computer and found a new webcam site (WHICH IS AWESOME)  www.tokbox.com  <. free, and up to 20 people can chat for FREEE, no 30 day trial or anything :D
i talked with edgar all day, and it was pretty funn. we watched our facebook videos like 456543 times, i downloaded traditional chinese music and told him nonsense chinese tales from about.com, it was a chill day with the buff baby. :D

[random] i have mysterious scratches on my left leg THAT BURN...my grandma said maybe it was really really dry skin...so was that an insult? IM SO ASHYYY DAMNNN.
idk if im still into that guy now...i think i was phasin' hard, but i never know anymore about my feelings...they are so off the wall. i feel like i HAVE to like someone or my life isn't complete ahha. i need a break from boys i swear...
found some great websites for those future&upcoming fashionistas..and for those who just love pictures.

gives you alll the updates on the latest trends and who's wearing what nowadays... gotta love it!

jakandjil.com. Fashion Photography Blog for those beautiful images of walking art.

lookbook.nu :) you guys know what that is!


i'm currently teaching myself how to "jerk"   ...it's not working. i look like a big kangaroo trying to hop backwards. .."wah wah wah wah wah.."   YER A JERK, I KNOW! LOL, such a stupid song, but addicting. 




>>addicting song(s) right now: uncharted/late night alumni //// my favorite girl/justin bieber.




ineedtofindaguytofallinlovewithkthxbai♥

"why are you so into asian things? you're not even asian." WELL YOU KNOW WHAT, READ THIS.

Yes, it's been a while, but these feelings just won't fade
Everything remains the same, emotions will not go away... oh jason stopinskiii boo!
you guys check him out :) he's going to be the next passion i swur. Jason Stopinski <<<




so yeah this week has been fantastic. i've been so happy. i've met new friends, including a woman in my pe class who is korean LOOL and we always talk about languages and stuff. i swear, we just connect. see, that's the thing about community college is that you meet the most interesting people on earth, and they are so freaking smart...im not saying that's not happening at universities or regular colleges, it's just that it's more common to have people of ALL ages at the CC. i mean, what 19 year old is friends with a 35 year old married woman, but it's NORMAL? it's so refreshing to have mature people around me...well i can't help that i'm the youngest everywhere i go... ;) i enjoy being the baby sometimes, but it sucks that sometimes i can't go to a club or have some drinks with the girls because they are all 21, and i'm...2 years behind. ehhh, im not that worried about alcohol, that ish can wait...i seriously don't care about it. so not worth it
BUT BACK ON TOPIC
my friend, eunju (married woman) and i have the most interesting conversations, and i seriously already love her. she is just so sweet and she's pretttty! she want s to helpme with my korean (even though i have like 7 people helping me too) it's so fun, and i'm helping her with her american accent. we've sat on the bus together until we got to the metro, talking nonstop about everything...i have to keep remembering that she is my unnie now,a nd i JUST can't say anything to her, you know? I always have the immature side of me, and sometimes it is unfortunately out of my hands...i need to work on that and grow out of this mental diaper i'm soiling myself in....but yeah eunju is so sweet and i really don't want to lose her as a friend...i love all my korean friends though. i love how they gratefully accept my overwhelming passion for korea, and its culture. i can't stand all o those people who just think im obsessed with asians, it's not even an obsession. you guys have hobbies and passions for other things...i'm so in love with the culture and the beautiful language, and the people...AND THATS OKAY. there are others who have this "obsession" with things, but i really don't think it's an obsession. 
...in order to perfect a language and to be fluent in it, one MUST submerge themselves in the culture to understand! why can't people accept that? i know not everyone one is going to think the way i do, but at least consider it! i mean, some dudes can't take their eyes off the tv when they are playing MW2 and all that other shit, why can't i  have something of my own? why can't i have my own hobby? why AM I the one being judged? how about you look at what you're "obsessed" with before you start judging me? IT'S OKAY TO ENJOY SOMETHING A LOT. it's not like i'm saying IM KOREAN BLAH BLAH BLAH! UGHH, and get a life.
done venting.
sooo...i'm at annandale campus tomorrow. 2 classes, then off to GERRRG MASHERRRN :D
(george mason) to see the kiddies. AND JILLIAN BANKERT ♥




diet update: i've been monitoring my food portions and the specific foods i eat so i can lose weight! ughhh im so tired of carrying this lard around...it doesn't help my love life AT ALL...and i need some cute kisses. i CRAVEEEE KISSES...does anyone else crave kisses? soft smooth kisses with no hidden motives? a kiss just because? ughh i want want want nom nom nom


...i love you guys so much for reading this. my blog in general. i never knew my life could be interesting. but it can only be interesting if you make it.




for all of those haters, SUCK MY CHOPSTICKS, BITCHES.

온유는...내남편입니다

아~  i'm sooo freaking tired...today wore me outtt! i had an 8:00 class, then like half an hour i was hanging out with trang♥...then i had my chinese class which cracks me up because my friends are insaneeee.

...man, i don't wanna do homework! ughhh i have so much spanish to do...and i did like half of my chinese homework at school but skdlgf;ng lneb UGHHHHHHHH this is what i get for being so smart, right? :)

today i overdosed on asian men. a girl with raging hormones consumed in yellow fever SHOULD NEVER go to annandale. that is too much ahahhaha. today i saw a guy who looked like daniel henney, but leaner...and it was soooooo amazing because he was so hot. i want to thank his parents...and i saw the cutests fobs today geeezz. i need to get into their classes or tutor them or something!

im going to sleep NAIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIGGT :)

tokidoki.

package on my bed >>>from christian&sara (amigos from spain)>>>TOKIDOKI HELLO KITTY BAG ♥ OMG

for any of you who don't know, i'm a hello kitty fanatic. she is just so freaking cute, and i have a lot of collectors items of hello kitty. hello kitty everything!! i wish coach and sanrio could get together and do something and make an amazing bag for me PUHLEEAASSEEEHHHHH.

ME, HAPPY WITH THE CUTEST BAG ON EARTH

peace, love, hello kitty beeches.

i just want you.

guys, i think im in love like.

boy talk. &some other crap

i know i haven't been on here in a while, my bad. it's been a pretty busy week. i had so much fun for my birthday, i love my family and friends who made it a fantastic weekend. sweeeet 19 :)

boys.boys.boys.
 1.i'm currently interested in 1 (maybe 2) guys in one of my classes.  i think i'll just go for the friend route though because they make me laugh non stop and always help me out, and i don't wanna ruin that with my greasiness and wasted flirtation.
2.another guy i SHOULD'NT like ( like, i mean i like this dude a lot) because it's just stupid. i mean he's super cute and all and really funny but...ugh i can't really state the details because then some people would probably suspect who this person is...and like it's too hard! i wish we could be together. we would have a BEAST relationship...lets just say i wouldn't be bored at all? and he's nice, hilarious, SOFT HANDS that is such a freaking plus... my guy should always have soft hands if he wants to touch me you know?
SO YEAH. boyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy.

i've lost five pounds. yayyy.one of my new year's resolutions was to lose an amazing amt of weight for my looks AND for my health. i'm not at risk for anything, but i don't want to end up there, plus i think i would look so much better and have wayyy more confidence about myself.
once i lose the perfect amount of weight, i'm shopping at dodostyle. :D

changing my hair again.i'm tired of this red..it's time to go BLAAACK, classic bright black. i'm just sooo ready to have my classic look. my hair will be even shorter in the back, and lonnng in the front. like this :

it's great, right?

well, that's pretty much it for today. peace love n shinee <3

IT'S MY BIRTHDAY.

sweet sweet 19. yeah you jealousss.


korean bbq & karaoke with the girls tonight.
hollaaaa

MY NEW HAIR AYYAYAYYA

i'm really distracted this week because i'm still in winter break mode. but i've managed to get some of my homework done early so i can party this weekend because it's myyyy BIRTHDAYYYYYYY♥

so here it is ladies and gents! It's not a full out ga-in, but a ga-in mix with a go mi nam [you're beautiful fans know what im talking about] :)

MY "'WHAT IF" PROM DRESS

DAYBREAKERS/ look at what I got today!

I went to see the movie Daybreakers today with my friends Aisha and Alan. It was pretty scary but the plot was a little, eh...well the ending was blah, but the rest was pretty good...from what I saw from my jacket. Of course Alan wasn't going to support me because his big ass mouth and he's a jerk cool person. SO YEAHH.

THEN, we went to the boom town of a mall [SPRINGFIELD] and went to FOREVERR 21. (and other places) I got some cuutttteee things, and took some pictures of my buddies. Wang a lang just died his hair, so he thinks he's the ishh with that asian cut.




<<<wang [my chauffeur] :)

^^ aisha [my sexy exotic]
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what i got today
FOREVER 21 GOODS.                                                                               

1. earrings
2. yellow nail polish
3. flowered necklace (matches my hair pin i bought months ago!)
4. lips necklace. oh baby :)

BLACK HAT WITH POM POM! i love it, i'm wearing it right
now...ahhhh so comfy and it makes my head really warm...i'm wearing it as i'm talking to my boo, alyssa <3 LOVE YOU GIRL, and misss youuu. we're going to have that scandalous  
cheesecake factory date.. :) OH BABY

SECOND HAT! and it's sparkling :) Alan said I wasn't going to get it and that I was going to put it back on the rack, BBUUUUT, i fell in loveee. I was mad that I didn't see the red version until I was out of the store, but I'm content with the one I have ♥ :D
































my signature smells :)

MISS DIOR CHERIE

VIVA LA JUICY 
&COCO CHANEL
MADEMOISELLE  :)


I enjoy smelling sweet, but sexy and flirty at the same time. I believe that a girl should not only look pretty, but always smell nice too. My smells always have that "come get me aroma" for the men, muahaha. I hope it works for this semester, because I'm getting my a boyfriend♥ FOREALZ, YO!






WELL, I believe that is all for tonight. may the weekend be good to me, for I need to mentally prepare for my second semester as a freshman! i'm soooo excited. i will definitely give you all updates, they may not be as aamazing as my previous, but I will try to! I will be really busy so don't get too mad if i don't update frequently.


peace love, and kimchi :)

yesterday,today

So last night I was going to write another post, but as soon as my body knew it was 9:00 pm, It totally dropped. I unintentionally ditched my friend on oovoo and stood up my guido date,pauly d <3 ugh not my kind of night.

WHAT TO DO TODAY? The maids have already cleaned the house, I still feel a bit sleepy, since I woke up around 4:30am today...I made omelets for my grandmother and I...and now I'm here...My friend Christian from Spain sent my a package for my friends and I, but it's at the post office...UGH I DONT WANNA GO ANYWURR TODAI. haha. I'm so lazy grr.

I visited  my high school teachers and some of my boo's who are still waiting to graduate. It was really good and refreshing to see my favorite people, especially these two babies :) I miss them so much! It's wierd being at college and not seeing them without getting a big hug or talking about the latest gossip about that chick who's a hoe,etc... ;)

THEN oh my god, my aunt got me some din din, aka SUSHI for me.

UNAGI ROLL :pwnd

CALIFORNIA ROLL: pwnd

SHRIMP TEMPURA, LAY ON DUR FISH EGGS, YO!:pwnd

probably the best sushi ever; MATSUI SUSHI. gotta have some, mhmm

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I really wanna get my hair cut off today...But i don't think it's going to happen. My sister's birthday is today
happy birthday, janon! love you, ms. sweet 18 :)
It's wierd how we are the same age for at least one week. then I'll be 19 next fridayyy!! woop woop can't wait oh baby :*
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GOALS FOR SPRING SEMESTER: These are some things I will keep in mind until May 10th comes along.
1.Make straight As again
2.Have a successful run as officer once again in International Club
3.Save more money and not spend it on the school's delicious greasy pizza...
4.Better conversation skills in Spanish, Korean, and Chinese :)
5.GET A HOT ASIAN BOYFRIEND.
6.GET A HOT ASIAN BOYFRIEND.



WHATS GOING ON THIS WEEKEND?
well, before I go head on back to school on monday, I'm having movie night with some buddies who are still in high school to catch up and hug and all that good stuff. I miss my katie boo! Probably hit up DC with Jhoy...I hope so! AND CUT THIS DAMN HAIR. GEEZ, so tired of this horse mane..shaaaat.


ohhhh,baby you fineeeee ♥grant.

Paranormal Activity and More

PARANORMAL ACTIVITY: EH?

TOTALLY not as scary as people make it to be. I think it's just a psychological thing after because when you're in the dark after you've seen the movie, you tend to become more paranoid...I was for like 2 seconds, but that's it. I'm not EVEN a fan of scary/horror movies, but I pretty much enjoyed the fact that I wasn't sharting in my pants :)

I watched this film with my close friends, Heather and Michele. We have a lot of fun together, just the 3 of us always chillin' in high school and we now our little reunions since we're all in college. So they came together last night, and we made some cookies and looked at stupid videos on youtube...the actual video is on the right if you want to watch it :)

Other than that, that's what happened yesterday... I'm so sleepy I can't even explain today, so i guess I will do that tomorrow :)  goodfreakingnightlove.

HAIR DECISION.

FINALLY! AFTER [ONE DAY] LOL.

I chose my girl, Ga-In from BEG [on the far right] for the haircut i would want. It's simply BANGIN'. like oh my god, why didn't I do this before!?!

I can do almost nothing with it which is what I want [If I don't feel like it] and it's a get up and go style. I'm sure my hair will grow out faster than ever, so I guess I'll get a haircut every 2 months? Mehh.. we will see how I enjoy being a girl with short hair ;)

peace, love, and THANKS GA-IN! <3

THIS HAIR IS DRIVING ME CRAZY.

     SEE THIS? my hair is getting longer. that is not good. i can't stand long hair right now... 2 months ago i cut it all off, since it was down to my back, and of course dyed it reddd. i'm kinda getting tired of my red fading so quickly as well, but i guess i SHOULD purchase some shampoo and conditioner that helps me contain it too...but i'm thinking about in a few months coloring my hair either a nice praline with some highlights, or a shiny black to match these fierce eyebrows... but we will see!

so what to do with this hurrrr? i had a hard time thinking about which
hair style to use because there are so many!

COLOR
STYLE
LENGTH
SPEED OF HAIR GROWTH

my hair grows rapidly, it's almost to my shoulder already and i had it right at my neck when i cut it...wierddd, i feel like a hair dog...
before i decided to cut it again, i thought of some hairstyles that i could do with my current length:

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I tried the average bangs in yo' face bob with a headband..  BORING

the pull back with a bump (but my hair is too short in the back for a legit pony tail..FAIL


the attempted asian look with a random pony tail on the side of my head...EPIC FAIL

the typical mary jane headband pull back joint...SUPER DUPER BORING.




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OPTIONS OPTIONS OPTIONS...

Once i have some styles i'll consider, i'll post them on here. Until then, i'm sttuck with this hurrr..



peace love and  choco.

Partied Out...

So way back in the day of december 2009, my family and i were snowed in and canceled our annual christmas party. we decided to have it last night. i'm so tired of parties right now, and my sleep pattern is totally off. i woke up at 4:10pm today, but i'm going to bed at 1AM which is really early...i went to bed at 6:30 this morning, how lame is that?

even though i'm tired of partying, i'm going to have to do it on my birthday anyways...my last birthday was pathetic, i ended up at my friend's house doing homework. BLAH. sweet 18 whatever. this future 19 year old is going to be out and about at the clubs [when homework is done] with her friends workin' it.




so yeah, party was fun!

We did a lot of karaoke...and apparently someone spilled punch all over the keyboard...grandpa is NOT happy, my stupid guests... :)

My friend adam accomplished a lot in one night at my house by knocking down an entire bookshelf worth of valuable childhood vhs tapes. GOOD JOB.
"but he didn't do it." 

Despite my little mischievous friends, the party was a success. you had your old people upstairs talking about church happenings along with the implied flirting and tension between old flames and dates, the tired hostesses working on the delicious seafood newburg, and me, who ate a cookie every hour complaining i never get to eat at my own party.

School starts in a week officially tomorrow, CAN'T FREAKING WAIT :D
i'm going to go watch JERSEY SHORE and rot my brain. thanks, greg hyde. thanks a lot.
an yeong~

Happy New Year!

Hey guys! So as you know,I've been doing some "vlogging" experiments, seeing if I could do it frequently, and if it's successful. Here is my 3rd vlog. I hope they will get better with awesome topics and better effects/music. Thanks for watching and Happy New Year!