"why are you so into asian things? you're not even asian." WELL YOU KNOW WHAT, READ THIS.

Yes, it's been a while, but these feelings just won't fade
Everything remains the same, emotions will not go away... oh jason stopinskiii boo!
you guys check him out :) he's going to be the next passion i swur. Jason Stopinski <<<




so yeah this week has been fantastic. i've been so happy. i've met new friends, including a woman in my pe class who is korean LOOL and we always talk about languages and stuff. i swear, we just connect. see, that's the thing about community college is that you meet the most interesting people on earth, and they are so freaking smart...im not saying that's not happening at universities or regular colleges, it's just that it's more common to have people of ALL ages at the CC. i mean, what 19 year old is friends with a 35 year old married woman, but it's NORMAL? it's so refreshing to have mature people around me...well i can't help that i'm the youngest everywhere i go... ;) i enjoy being the baby sometimes, but it sucks that sometimes i can't go to a club or have some drinks with the girls because they are all 21, and i'm...2 years behind. ehhh, im not that worried about alcohol, that ish can wait...i seriously don't care about it. so not worth it
BUT BACK ON TOPIC
my friend, eunju (married woman) and i have the most interesting conversations, and i seriously already love her. she is just so sweet and she's pretttty! she want s to helpme with my korean (even though i have like 7 people helping me too) it's so fun, and i'm helping her with her american accent. we've sat on the bus together until we got to the metro, talking nonstop about everything...i have to keep remembering that she is my unnie now,a nd i JUST can't say anything to her, you know? I always have the immature side of me, and sometimes it is unfortunately out of my hands...i need to work on that and grow out of this mental diaper i'm soiling myself in....but yeah eunju is so sweet and i really don't want to lose her as a friend...i love all my korean friends though. i love how they gratefully accept my overwhelming passion for korea, and its culture. i can't stand all o those people who just think im obsessed with asians, it's not even an obsession. you guys have hobbies and passions for other things...i'm so in love with the culture and the beautiful language, and the people...AND THATS OKAY. there are others who have this "obsession" with things, but i really don't think it's an obsession. 
...in order to perfect a language and to be fluent in it, one MUST submerge themselves in the culture to understand! why can't people accept that? i know not everyone one is going to think the way i do, but at least consider it! i mean, some dudes can't take their eyes off the tv when they are playing MW2 and all that other shit, why can't i  have something of my own? why can't i have my own hobby? why AM I the one being judged? how about you look at what you're "obsessed" with before you start judging me? IT'S OKAY TO ENJOY SOMETHING A LOT. it's not like i'm saying IM KOREAN BLAH BLAH BLAH! UGHH, and get a life.
done venting.
sooo...i'm at annandale campus tomorrow. 2 classes, then off to GERRRG MASHERRRN :D
(george mason) to see the kiddies. AND JILLIAN BANKERT ♥




diet update: i've been monitoring my food portions and the specific foods i eat so i can lose weight! ughhh im so tired of carrying this lard around...it doesn't help my love life AT ALL...and i need some cute kisses. i CRAVEEEE KISSES...does anyone else crave kisses? soft smooth kisses with no hidden motives? a kiss just because? ughh i want want want nom nom nom


...i love you guys so much for reading this. my blog in general. i never knew my life could be interesting. but it can only be interesting if you make it.




for all of those haters, SUCK MY CHOPSTICKS, BITCHES.